ok... jessica is calling...
i better dust away all the dust that had stacked up quite high...
lady luck isn't on my side recently... n it's making me feel so irritated n bad...
first...
went 2 penang on holidayn we went there to relax n enjoy... the best is the swimming right???
guess wad... i couldn't swim right frm the beggining 2 the end coz ... wanna noe.. ask me...
but i still got 2 play the water sports n some sandy action though...
para sailing, jet ski, riding on the sand tractor n riding on the horse...
then second...
i'm also thinking lyk jess...
i dun wanna stay in TKGS...
i wanna go to SOTA!!!
but i'm sad 2 say...
i can't...
i juz received the letter...
it wrote...
after much consideration....
we regret 2 inform u that u hav not been selected....
heart broken me...
i juz tore it away n threw it...
i dun wanna see it anymore...
looking at it juz makes me feel even bad...



an earthling is living on earth but not lyk it's living... it's juz lyk a corpse lying in it's grave no heartbeat coz currently it doesn't have any goals any aims in life to make it's heart go racing... without any sight coz it can't see any streaks of hope juz because it's not given a chance 2 realise it's dreams... that's juz lyk taking a weak person's oxygen mask away n give it 2 someone else who doesn't need it... n now... this corpse is juz waiting for a black cat to jump over it's grave so it can come alive n live another better life...