feeling real poetic now...
here's the on the spot poem i made... actually also not reallly poem... just enjoy kayys...

you grabbed my hand
gazed at me
the warmth was really into me
you said the most touching thing
" i love you"...

after years
i don't know whether
it's the lacking of hormones
or was it unsatisfactory
the "i love you"
didn't put my heart
into the racing speed i felt before
guiltiness overwhelmed me
felt worse then
glucose flowing out of me
can anything
possibly be the fairy godmother
to save this now seem
unperfect fairytale of mine?